I am due in less than four weeks. Regardless of whether or not I go early, I’ll be sad. I’ve LOVED being pregnant. I love the feeling of another person inside me, someone I have yet to meet. My heart swells when Paul absentmindedly rubs my belly when we’re at a party or waiting to be seated in a restaurant.
I’m going to miss people asking how I’m feeling, and if I’m excited. I’m going to miss SO much of this. Ever since I was a little kid, I’ve wanted to be pregnant. No, not just a mommy, but pregnant. Not that I didn’t know they went hand in hand, trust me. I’ve loved babies and children since day one, it’s not that I didn’t want them. I truly believe I was meant to have babies (wait until I actually BIRTH her, we’ll see how happy I am), I have never been this happy, this content, this… fulfilled.
Boy, I am going to miss this view.
October 30, 2009 at 7:53 am
Aww…
October 31, 2009 at 3:03 pm
I love reading your blog. I’ve been reading since fetal attraction. I have one question for you and I have no idea if you remember any of this at all, but how did you feel when you were getting close to that one year mark of ttc before you got pregnant with Piper? I’m asking cause I’m approaching that one year mark myself and am really nervous that I might not be able to get pregnant at all. Sorry don’t mean to unload all this on you. Getting your perspective on all this would be greatly appreciated.
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